Pienso En Ti

Cada día pienso en tí
Pienso un poco mas en tí
Despedazo mi corazón
Se destruye algo de mí.

Cada dia pienso en tí
Pienso un poco mas en tí.

Cada dia pienso en tí
Pienso un poco mas en tí.
Cada vez que sale el sol
Busco un algo de valor
Para continuar así

Y te veo así no te toque
Rezo por ti cada noche
Amanece y pienso en ti

Y retumba en mis oídos
El tic-tac de los relojes
Y sigo pensando en ti

Y sigo pensando...

Every day I think of you
I think a little more about you
my heart breaks,
a piece of me is destroyed

Every day I think of you
I think a little more about you

Every day I think of you
I think a little more about you
Every time the sun goes down
I look for something worthwhile
so I can continue like this

And the way I see you, doesn't reach you
I pray for you every night
Morning dawns and I think of you

and resounding in my ears
is the tic tock of the clocks
and I keep thinking about you

I keep thinking about you

long time no blog

Just some random stuff that probably doesn't make sense to anyone but me... *evil laugh*

So today I took some pictures with my camera that was digtal. Love = taking pictures! But I really started walking on air when I use my old manual 35 mm camera. Somewhere out there I hope you are reading this blog, Memo... you'll know why later. You and I both know that you make me high... not in the drug way but in the happiness way. I miss the Quad Cities, with it's muddy deep water and all my friends I love. Sadly, this weekend I won't go home. Without you all I'm usually kind of sad, but I get through it because that's the way the record spins. I can't run-around being sad all the time. I do have friends here, of course, but I'll never forget what I got back in the QC. My life is a semi-charmed life, but it's really a wonderful life because of the people in it. So I say "Viva la Vida!" Because I'm like a bird, and as I get older I want to always get harder, better, faster, stronger, in life. I can never let the shadow of the day get in my way!

Ok, did you all get that? HAHA! :D

Currently Watching Scrubs - The Complete Third Season By Zach Braff see related

Scrubs

Thunderstorms

Thunderstorms

there's a storm outside
for people who stay inside
there's lightning bathing my window
and floods down below

there's a curl in my hair
humidity penetrates air
filters grassy thoughts
through candles i bought

flame inside flame
lightning lashing came
eyeliner electric eyes
oh what a nice surprise

blue nails and finger tip
to the girl with blonde hips
badass, oh she rocks out
because she wants to be found out

alone in the room above
rain soaked view of love
heart made of stitches and blood
that falls into the street flood

rain beats the quiet
old laundry hung in spite
moonlight hides from thunder
i lay still and torn asunder

i am who i be
unless it is he
mirrors reflect hate
love-inspired wait

touching my hips, this
will be the memory of a kiss
leaving love, not inspired
and the heat of the moment expired

thunder outside my window
i can't see the storm below
i can't see the storm above
only narrow views of what i love

i'll cherish it and hate it
and impossible to fake it
stare, and stare
i don't care

all i want now is everything
all you give is nothing
all i want is nothing
i don't know what i want

i don't know what i want

Currently Listening Sell, Sell, Sell By David Gray see related

so i haven't written on here in a long time.

a lot's happened... i moved out of my dorm and right into my new apartment. i haven't had internet since then, up until two days ago. and just last night i got drunk and snagged myself a brand new boyfriend. :)

it's 9:30 in the morning and i should still be sleeping. i usually am still asleep by this time... but my mind is so charged by the events of the last few weeks, and especially last night that i just can't let myself rest.

well first of all... i've liked Brian ever since i met him, even though i did see other guys while i knew him. i met Brian the day after my birthday, Feb 16. (my birthday was Feb 15). but since then i've always had at the very least a tiny crush on him in the back of my heart... and i've always wondered if he'd ever like me, too.

three weeks ago Trent, Brian, and i went to a club and Brian and i danced together on the dance floor... i was drunk and sweaty and probably looked a mess but i didn't care. then, on Memorial Day, we went to a cookout at Dan's. it was less exciting, but i was there and talked to Brian for awhile so that was nice. and finally... last night Brian came over and we watched Pirates of the Carribean 3 because he said he'd hadn't seen that one yet. well... we drank a little last night too lol and ended up making out. in the middle of it, he stopped and asked to be my boyfriend. well, of course i said yes! and that's how it happened, really. and since then my mind has been spinning with the reality of the fact that i am with a guy i really like, someone who is amazing and someone who i am so excited to spend time with and get to know better.

also some other things have happened... Memo came and visited me on Sunday and stayed til Monday afternoon. it really was a wonderful break for both of us. we had long talks and incredible conversations... i had a bad dream that night and he comforted me. i love my brother so much! :)

oh and also i dyed the underside of my hair a brightish magenta a week ago. it's slightly faded to pink now but it still looks pretty cool.

ahhhh... i'm still so very smiley when i think of last night though. it was amazing. :) and i hope there come more amazing nights... many many more!

peace